blogging + fbing

sebagai medium meluahkan... bila terlebih luah sememangnya boleh membuatkan sesiapa sahaja ter'makan dalam' tiba2 kan?

well, i've gone through series of makan dalam few times before, believe me.. it wasn't really a nice feeling oh~ never good.but, everything 'seems' worth it when you get to know how certain person really act towards you and your life...

everything happens for a reason right?.. reasons for us to quickly reminisce back our PROMISE that maybe ourselves might be or might not be able to hold on to.. haa.. konfius..? bace pelan2..

anyway.. I'm still. Trying really hard to be positive all the time, but. Tolerating with someone that had screw me up, was never easy. Sudah berapa kali diri sendiri berpesan kepada jiwa, hati dan minda ini yang 'semua masalah bermula oleh sikap diri sendiri dan jgn pernah salahkan sesiapa". tapi itulah hati manusia ini.. Meronta-ronta utk terus menyimpan dendam kesumat. Dah gaya karya sastera plak. idoklah dendam.. tapi itulah dinamakan hati yang terluka. dihiris sembilu tajam.. pffftt.. err.. hummmmmm.. If it is my really my OWN fault, why bother me at the very first place?...

mungkin sudah tiba saat dan ketika utk kembali berterus-terang. Berkata benar walaupun pahit?

I've made a lot of mistakes before. I admit it. And 'my present' is actually where and when i want to, at least, try to change for the better. Allah please help me, jauhkan diriku daripada berdendam.

"Experience comes in two different flavors: your own and the experience of others. Most people can learn from their own experiences quite well, but many people simply ignore the experiences and lessons of others." - Donald Trump

"Don't argue for other people's weaknesses. Don't argue for your own. When you make a mistake, admit it, correct it, and learn from it--immediately." - Stephen Covey

bagi aku.. blog jugak boleh dijadikan lokasi yang sesuai utk menenangkan hati, berkongsi dan yang utama sekali, untuk memotivasikan diri sendiri. Aku.. seperti korang.. sedang bermuhasabah.. masih menunggu saat dan ketika utk kembali tenang.. Sungguh berat ujianmu Ya Allah.. Astaghfirullahal'azim..


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Maksudnya :
“Sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepadaNya kami akan kembali (pada hari kiamat). Ya Allah! Berilah pahala kepadaku dan gantilah aku dengan lebih baik(dari musibahku).”