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i miss photography
i miss blogging
i miss watching movies
i miss FB-ing...
i miss strumming d guitar mcm org gila
err.. i just miss everything YAWWWWWWWWWWW...

haha.. it's not that i'm bragging about not having an interesting life now.. it's just that i'm freaking out that my life seems wayyy toooo interesting lah!! gila nervous bila dah jadi career woman.. ecehhh! haha and it is indeed gila penat!!

my oh my... my world is revolving.. WOW.. vocab hancus.. lepas ~sebulan masuk kelas english with british council... aku dah jadi lagi haru biru.. lagi bertambah hesitate n berjaga2 nak ckp omputih... nak blogging pun takut2... since dah byk dgr ceramah jgn menghancurkan bahasa... ehemmm ehemmm* batukkkk! tpi aku rase lain lah kalau berbaku disini... its just unreal~! unreal for me to write in a proper way.. i'm never good in writing ever since i started doing it years and years ago.. i'm seriously never good to impress ppl through my 'sukahati' writings and even if i wrote them with good english (which might require myself to be extra rajin to flip over dictionaries and thesaurus) wow... its gonna be once in a blue moon lah!.. writing cincai like this makes me feel closer to this blogging world. and even to myself~ so be it~

okay... back to my core business.. soo here it goesss... stories without any photos to help me speak~
nak cerita byk sampai tak tau nak start dgn yang mana satu... let me see...

hurmmm... well.. life "bekerja" kat FSTEP is quite interesting and cool soo far.. hari2 dpt belajar new things.. naik tren tgk org kurang ajar.. dpt satu pengajaran.. masuk kelas apetah lagi.. sgt byk pengajaran.. my classmatess~ i love them all.. this is not bodek k.. betul.. i'm really happy and enjoying every single minute (walaupun aku slalu rase zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz) being around them.. i laugh all the time.. and i laugh a loooot! kdg2 aku rase mcm malu2lah nak ckp.. english dorang power gile kot.. i have nothing to be proud of lah~ my speaking is not that good.. i got stuck all the time.. searching for words.. but! the bottomline is... i could practice to improve my bad english command with all these ppl. plus... aku tgh belajar bersungguh2 ilmu cammane nak buat lawak impromptu.. supaye org leh gelak n happy bila aku ckp.. ;) skrang nih badak pun stay keras je kalau aku wat lawak.. aku pelik, org cume akan gelak bile aku wat something really silly which i never intend to do.. gile malu!

we already had done with our 1st project together.. and it's really sweet to see everybody unite... ^__^ it's just plain sweetness!! very memorable enough having to hold each others arm and sing!!! lalalala... i haven't done it for ages yaw!! regarding nak jadi monitor ke ape ke... pesan mak asek terngiang2... kang aku rasa berdosa tak ikot ckp mak "jgn aktif2 lagi"... huhu.. tpi.. it's weird ohh! seriously! i miss doing it~

english class dah nak habis and aku bertambah nervous nak menghadapi core subject punye classes.. dalam kelas akaun 2 minggu lepas... aku rase aku manusie paling teruk tak tahu nak buat imbangan duga.. wow.. imbangan duga.. yaaaa yaaada yada yada.... ##$^&*($#@#$%^& trying to... err pretending to be normal... no no... to be cool actually.. -___-" hah lagi satu.... the way sume colleague bergaye mmg WOW!.. bergaya yaw...! i terlupa i kat KL and i suppose to wear KL style punye baju keje yawwww!!! DANGGGG* go to hhhh.. hahaha... aku pun dah tak tau bape kali aku cek online banking utk cek gaji.. boleh nak beli 1 jelah power suit utk gi kelas every friday!! grrr... dompet aku dah sungguh gersang nih..

minggu depan nak gi OBS kat lumut for 10 days... OBS stands for outward bound school tau... sgt2 COOOOOLLLLLLLLLL!!!! dan aku sgt2 tak sabar nak menghadapi hari2 bersuka2 di OBS..kayak, swimming, hiking and all... wahhhhhhhh!!! best plak. naik tren pagi2, duduk kat coach perempuan, tgk muka org suma ketat mmg sungguh tensen... aku pun terjadi ketat selama 30minit perjalanan pergi ofis... terpaksa menghiburkan hati dgn lagu Grenade, Endless Love and Heartbeat setiap pagi... sampai dah tak tau lagu apa aku nak putar lagi dah..

wow.. pjg gila bebel... nah letak satu gambar!!!...

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sorry.. too malas to tekan capslock LAH... this blog is a very good example of a Manglish blog~